A Letter To My Daughter

My dearest darling daughter, Bree:

As I sit here trying to put pen to paper, my heart is filled with many emotions. I know that I should be, and to some degree am, happy for you and Jason. After all, a Mother is supposed to be supportive, understanding and above all, full of love. I hope I am and have been all those things. But, at this moment, words cannot express the shock that went through me last eve as I read the words being posted and what they meant and would mean from that moment forward. I know, had your Father known what was to come he would have moved heaven and earth, concurred the very depths of Hell even to be with me as those words sank in and took hold of my soul.

You and I have spoken often of the love we have for our men. How blessed we are to have them in our lives, both ooc and rp. For me, nothing could be more truthful than those times when I confessed my love for him to you. He is my world, Bree; the light in the darkness of which I live. The stars in my night’s sky when I look up and am feeling lost, his is the brightest one, burning the way home to his loving arms. For there I find peace, comfort and so many things, it’s hard to put down on paper. I say these things to you now to let you know this….

Because of what Bastiaan means to me, I release you into Jason’s loving arms. May you find all those beautiful things in him that I have found in your Father. May his protection be there for you in times of danger, fear of the unknown and just the simple times when reaching out is all you can do. Let his hand be always first in yours and his strength yours to build from. When the time comes that two shall be more, let that strength billow out much like that of the rays from the sun, shining bright enough to guide you should you ever need to find your way back home.

Bree, we will always be here for you. To say we will be here for you both is not the words I need to speak right now, for that you already know. My son has a wandering heart and has found his soul mate to wander the ends of the Earth with. A Mother could not ask for more than that. Just know that for YOU, we will always be here. Our arms will forever be open to you. Our hearts will beat for you and we will always be, just a heartbeat away.

We love you Daughter. I love you, Daughter MINE. Be happy, stay healthy and love deep. For in the depths of a soul, “Love Will Always Find A Way”

Penned this 21st day of May in the year 2010 ~

Setting the pen down, as the tears flow freely. A heart filled with so many things left to say and no words left to say them with … for now.

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